Since graduating high school 3 years ago, I’ve been working in construction and landscaping for 10-12 hours, 6 days a week, which led me to not speak to women often for the last 3 years. 2 weeks ago, I went on vacation to see family, and while away, I met a women and we began to talk everyday and met up a few times. We are the same age and had the same interests. I came home last Friday the 26th, and on the 27th she texted me saying she has to cut communication because she doesn’t want long distance. I was a pretty active guy, gym and hang with friends regularly after work, It’s only been 3 days since the 27th, but I don’t have motivation to do anything, battling to get out of bed, and somehow even thoughts of suicide. I have never felt this way and I’m scared it’s only gonna get worse. Tips on how to fight this demon and tips on how not to fall in love with every women that gives me attention?