I need advice I 19F and my girlfriend 20F

Hi guys so I need some advice

Okay so basically me and my girlfriend I 19F and my girlfriend 20F we’re long distance and have been together around 10 months now The thing is I feel like my needs have not been met in our relationship ship throughout all 10 months she has never asked me to call not once I’ve always been the one to ask and even then most of the time we wouldn’t bc she would be busy or she would fall asleep and now it’s got to the point where we may not even talk at all for an entire day unless I text first and I’m the kind of person who if I don’t feel like you want to talk to me I won’t text first so for about the past two months I haven’t texted first that often or even asked her to call so not once in about two months have me and her called I am also I would say a very romantic person and very touchy as well so long distance is hard for me but I love getting good morning and good night texts but I’ve never received these types of texts and if I have it’s been sometimes when I text her them first so I stopped doing that to. Also in the couple of times that I have been able to see her it’s very awkward being in person as we’ve been long distance for so long and it’s not just those things a while ago she posted a tik tok story saying if your poor you shouldn’t have kids if you have physical or mental disabilities you shouldn’t have kids and if you smoke weed smoke cigarettes or drink alcohol you shouldn’t have kids and I have physical disabilities I was pretty much born with so this to me was kinda a slap in the face as we have talked about having kids possibly in the future and then not just that she idolizes her favorite band member which nothing wrong with that but it’s so bad she has an extreme obsession with Gerard way like horrible obsession has a shrine of him in her room and constantly reposts about him on tik tok will literally just doom scroll hundreds of mcr videos and I saw a video she reposted a few days ago of “when I’m getting married but it’s not Gerard way so does it even matter?” Which honestly hurt me a bit and I feel as if me and her lack communication skills for a relationship so I wanted to tell her how I felt and I don’t necessarily know how to I would like some advice and let me know if it’s even worth trying to fix this as I feel i have built up resentment from not talking to her.