I mean YES, we are not in a relationship yet, but I don’t know… We are borderline in a relationship, it’s not official just yet. It’s a little complicated.
We have this online friend group and I’ve had plenty of time on my hands the past few weeks. One guy in the friend group was in my area and I was bored out of my mind so we met to hang out in my city. It was really nice. It was clear from the beginning what my intentions are and he’s also talking to someone. But I kinda felt bad because of it?
I asked the guy I’m dating if it’s okay for him, and he said he doesn’t mind as long as there’s nothing sexual involved. But idk…
I’m also meeting a guy from the group on new years, because my friends plans are all not my thing and he also doesn’t have plans. So.. why not? I made it very clear that I’m not visiting him to do anything weird. I won’t even stay the night at his place, my train goes very early in the morning so I will head to the train directly from the venue that we go to.
Ive also met two girls from the group, so I swear it’s not like I seek out guys to meet. >.< It’s just the girls in our online group are a little more closed off when it comes to meeting each other.
I don’t know why I feel so bad because of it. I should be glad he trusts me and I get to have this freedom. He knows who I’m meeting, we talk about it openly in the group. But I still feel like I’m going behind his back or something… He’s been so lovely, I don’t want to hurt him, you know. Oh btw he lives rather far away. Before anyone asks why I just don’t go to his place when I’m bored or something u.u