Hey everybody. I feel I’ve found myself in a weird situation. I’m getting married but I don’t really have any real life friends. I’m 33, male, and have had a strange life. I became addicted to oxycodone at 17, then at 22, when I’d had some serious clean time, my last friend died. Over those years, all of my high school friends either overdosed and died, or went to prison over manslaughter charges from dealing fentanyl…
So I’ve been clean for 4 years, minus alcohol and cannabis, same as my fiance. She also lost quite a few friends in the mid 2010s and early 2020s…
But she has a couple friends, still alive, that we see somewhat regularly.
I do not however.
My only remaining “friend” is a grumpy fuck that belittles me and angrily rants at me when I don’t meet his absurd gaming schedule, I work construction, sorry boss I’m gonna fuck my love and sleep after work rather than play WoW with you….
But here I am. 33, literally no friends…she’s got 2 bridesmaids and hopes I can finds 2 groomsmen…but every dude I know is either an alcoholic or a drug addict…what do I do?