I [21M] just want to preface this by saying that we have a great sex life and I love her [21F] but it feels too vanilla. So she always asks me to eat her out and I do. I eat her out almost every time we see eachother or if I don’t do that I rub her clit till she finishes. Part of the problem is that the only thing we ever do after is missionary and I almost never get a blowjob even if she said yes before we started doing stuff.
She has trauma and I respect it but I feel guilty for being frustrated. This just feels so one sided. The only things we do are missionary, oral for her, and fingering. She doesn’t even jerk me off anymore and she’s ridden me once months after I brought it up. She cant do anything from behind because of trauma but she’s ok with everything else but I’m running out of ideas because she never wants to do anything different and I communicate this but it almost feels like she avoids everything.
Sorry I just really don’t know what to do