I have a kink where I want my partner to pleasure me while I look at pictures of other women (adult models, women that I know or find attractive). I'm not really sure how would I describe it, a soft form of cuckquean I guess.
I feel this is taboo (and somewhat creepy) and I don't know how to talk about it with a potential partner, because I'm afraid of being judged, called a creep, etc.
Any tips on how to talk about it and introduce this kink to a partner or feel less ashamed?