38m.
I have about 150k saved . Very little expenses as I’m staying with family at the minute.
I have a job making 135k a year but its job security is doubtful .
I’ve been having issues getting a loan for a mortgage due to unstable job history .
I have like 4 friends total and never hang out as they have kids .
I haven’t been on a date in 3 years and have really just interest in having a relationship
I don’t really do anything. I’m saving money for no seeming reason as I can’t really buy a house.
My career is going no where and it’s been a struggle to stay employed.
So basically I feel like the best parts of my life are over and I’m just slowing waiting out the time til I die of old age.
Any one go thru a similar phase in their late 30s early 40s?