I (21F) never masturbated up until recently, as embarrassing as this is to say it out loud.
I never was into it, despite the fact that ive read smut basically half of my life hahaha. At most I felt pressure between my legs, which yes I know theyre normal when you're aroused, but ive never touched myself in that way. Recently I started to explore this side of me ( unfortunately I dont own any toys so I just use my hand and idk if this is a part of the problem) and at most I felt lightheaded and my legs started to shake and now my question is:
Is this how an orgasm supposed to feel?
Small note everytime my legs starts to do that my hand just stops cause I get really sensitive and its making it hard for me to touch.
I told my friends about this but besides the normal jokes I didn't ask them further cause I felt a bit embarrassed about the whole situation tbh, because again what 21yo woman never had an orgasm these days?
Mention: no, I didn't grew up in a religious household but ive never had my own room until I was around 17 ( I still live at home but I do have a lot of alone time as im home alone the majority of the time)