Early 20s man here. Only been with women and have never really found traditionally masculine men attractive (I’m considered one myself). I’ve dated and been in long term relationships with women and have slept around frequently. But, over the past 3ish months I’ve found myself watching and cumming to gay porn with especially feminine men. I’ve been growing more curious and want to receive a blow job and experiment a little but I don’t want to really reciprocate and am more turned on by the power dynamics. Recently thought about downloading Grindr and seeing what happens. With that being said, what is happening to me and what should I do moving forward?