Long story short I’d been with him for 10 years married 1 year. I fucking regret it. I regret it so much. I think I ignored the red flags bc I was “in love”. After we started living together I realized quickly how much we did not see eye to eye on so many things. These things weren’t a problem before bc we weren’t married and living together. I hate how messy and dirty he is it drives me nuts. He likes to live in filth and I can’t keep cleaning after him like if he was a kid. Also, I found out once I was 8 months pregnant that he cheated on me for 1 year technically for most of my pregnancy and a little before then but I didn’t find out till I was 8 months pregnant. I decided to work on things for the sake of my “family” but THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. Fast forward to my postpartum he has not been the partner I need/needed through my pp he only made it worst. I am really heavily considering divorce especially bc my baby is 1 now and we literally verbally abus3e each other daily. I can’t stand him. I know my baby deserves/deserved better but my “partner” says he’d take me to court & get 100% custody. He says that bc I’m a stay at home mom that the court won’t give me my baby. He threatens to take my baby away. I am so frustrated. I literally hate my life bc why did I marry this person. I hate myself for forgiving him after he cheated. I am so fed up. I wish I could go back. I love my baby and he knows that. I would die without my baby. Uggggh Now I’m balling.