Hey, its my first post in this sub, i dont know where else i could let it out…
Since last sunday my girlfriend/ fiance(25 years) of 8 years wants to break up with me (28 years). To make it short why she wants that; i havent had her in my focus the last years, we rarely went on dates anymore, money was always an dispute that i brought up even though we could pay for everything and i know and understand how all was my fault the last few days my emotional level completely changed. She is at her parents house since monday. i poured all my heart out via text, she told me she did nothing but cry, maybe giving me another chance but she is afraid that my real me is full of anger issues and stuff like that. I feel an emotional void and everything hurts like hell. we are living together for 4 years now, have to cats wich sadly will have to seperate. We agreed to make a phone call, which probably is my last attempt to make up with her, if not i have to pack my things this saturday and live with my parents again…
maybe someone has some tips on how to handle the call?
thank you for reading all this (i hope i put every detail in, also englisch is not my first language)