Hey I’m 27 and always felt like I’m ahead for my age. That changed when I quit my career to work for myself. In over 2 years I’ve spent my 5K+ savings + withdrew my 5K+ investments to sustain working for myself. I’ve only just started working out of a 2K debt I got myself into around last year. The creative industry work I do is harsh and time consuming but I love it. However there’s a lot of mental breakdowns and down days where I wonder if I’m wasting my potential. I’m also afraid that my p*rn addictions can’t be shaken as it’s been over 10+ years. I can feel my life changing for the better and always known & believed I can be exceptional but I’m worried I’m also fucking up my life and falling behind when I can get a decent job and do all the things I’ve sacrificed doing like moving out, getting a car, going on holidays and party holidays. I’ve missed out on so many birthdays, trips, nights out, I know a lot of people but aren’t close to many. So many women are showing interest in me and I can’t even take them on dates cause I’m either busy working or too broke trying to pay off this debt. I just need to know if I’m falling into some hustle trap and going to end up in some hole or if there’s a light at the end of this tunnel? How can I make sure I’m not messing my life up chasing some fake dream of being self employed and running a business.