It feels like ever since my last relationship ended, I haven’t been able to be without a new guy. My ex and I were together for 3 years, and the relationship was full of infidelity. By the time we broke up in May, I was already mentally checked out and ready to move on.
In July, I met someone on Hinge who I thought was amazing. For the first two weeks we were basically inseparable it felt like a fairytale. He was smooth, a gentleman, and treated me exactly how I wanted to be treated. But after my 2 week subscription ended, he suddenly became distant. A month later, his girlfriend dm’d me on Instagram asking about us… so you can imagine how that went.
Ever since then, I’ve found myself trying to find pieces of him in other people. I’ve talked to so many men and none of it has gone anywhere. My ex still reaches out every now and then, and honestly, I feel broken. I don’t know where to start or how to do better for myself. I don’t want to keep hurting people or repeating the same patterns.