Ive been dating my gf for nearly 6 months now and im so enamored with her. Things are mostly good between us except for a couple of things.
Firstly communication, she says we both need to work on it but im certain this mostly falls on me if im being completely honest. Ive never been good with words and we have moments were i dont say anything and it does make things a bit awakward. Ive been trying to get better at talking in general but sometimes i just shut down. I do think im improving but idk if its fast enough.
Another thing is intimacy. We have been trying for basically all 6 months we have been together to have intercourse but havent been able too. We have tried several positions but i cant seem to get inside and my nerves usually get to me after trying for 10-15 mind and i go soft.
She has said its ok and that we will eventually figure things out but its been 6 months and i feel like i should have made more progress by now. I love her so much but i feel like these inadequecies make a breakup inevitable. This worry is getting to me to where every time i make a mistake or cause an awakward moment i spiral about us breaking up over it with that instance being the last straw.
How do i calm down and go easier on myself? Am I being too hard on myself or should i worry?