Burner account because I’m embarrassed.
I tried to have sex with my (now) girlfriend when I hadn’t done it at all before. everything went well until the moment of penetration. My member would not stay erect, it would limp down to almost erect but just not fully. This would make it impossible for me to enter, no matter how I pushed or tried it just didn’t enter. It’s worth mentioning I was extremely anxious and had been the entire day, I knew we’d do it so I was very worried. Usually when I pleasure myself getting an erection is not hard, though I must say it’s rare my member gets fully fully erect unless I’m close or super horny. She really didn’t mind and was genuinely a sweetheart about it but I feel like an asshole and half a man. Now I’m afraid to even think about it. I don’t wake up with an erect member often either when I think about it. Nor do I get an erection throughout the day.
Should I be worried? I fear maybe it’s more than just anxiety.