I, 43M, might be a serial monogamist. I have CPTSD, and I am in therapy for it. But SA from my youth and my coping mechanisms have made me hypersexual. I am afraid of slowing down my current relationship because it could end and I would be alone. I don't know what to do or how to get over this feeling. I am not sure if it is even real.
I don't want casual sex (have never done it), and I don't think I can have sex with someone I don't love. So here I am…
Has anyone dealt with this in a healthy way?