I'll try to keep this super short. Basically, my [M29] ex girlfriend [F29] passed a couple weeks ago, and they are planning her funeral. Thing is though, I have not moved on since she left and loved her deeply until the very end. Even though it's been a while, I still feel as though I've lost the love of my life.
I want to go to pay my respects and say goodbye to her one last time, however I'm worried that people may be uncomfortable by me being there. Her family doesn't dislike me or anything, but I'm worried they may find it strange that I'm there or ask about me and find it weird I still love her.
I do not want to distract her family from this incredibly hard time, however I'd be incredibly saddened if I weren't able to be there as they honor her for a final time, and I am extremely split on what to do.
So would it be weird or ok if I went?
TL;DR- My ex girlfriend passed away recently and I wish to say my final goodbyes to her, but I am worried her family would find it weird and potentially disruptive