I'm 26m and have never had a relationship before. All these years of emptiness and love deprivation have made me question myself, my height, my personality, and my looks.
I have a good career and am pursuing a master's degree. I have hobbies that I'm good at. I have a fit body and I go to the gym. I have friends.
But nothing of that could help. I completely lost my confidence and hope. It got to a point when I see a beautiful girl, I feel bad because I feel I'm ugly and short.
I tried therapy before, but because I switched countries, I couldn't continue and for now I'm on a waiting list to find a therapist (it will take a long time).
But I have no idea what to do. It is really affecting my daily life.