To be clear, I’m not in love with him any more but I am grieving the wound our relationship left (He’s my first ever bf).
Mentally, I’ve rationalized and recovered from being so emotional to someone that’s not romantically there for me. But physically, I’m reeling. My heart still shrinks at the thought of him getting with someone else, still aches knowing he didn’t choose me romantically, and still cries at low moments because he’ll run away.
We’re better off as friends, I’m just not sure how to go from lovers to friends.
It’s been 3 months, we’ve talked on and off but it’s especially fun when we just forget about the past.
We were always friends even while lovers anyways.
I just hate that my body still grieves because he is certainly over it. I just feel like I’m dragging this down, I feel dumb being the only one in love still…probably was for the whole relationship.
How do you guys let it go?