We met online.
She lives in ark and I live in Va
We didn’t know, how deep this could have gotten. I never imagined myself physically trying to get myself into this relationship. But now I’m having doubts.

She’s is honestly probably the most kind hearted classic partner I’ve ever met.
She’s sweet and has such a soft voice.
She listens and understands and takes my feedback to make us better.
She could be a great partner.

We recently added each other back.
We just started texting again, talking thru the phone.
Face timing.

A year of it before she flew out to see me.
We spent 3 days n 3 nights.
Perfect time together.
The sex we had was 💯

28 days before she sees me. I don’t know if I really want this. Is long distance worth it?
I almost wanna say I love her but I don’t want to.
I told her we’re gonna have to talk about if this ends for either now or we try to build something closer.
I don’t know. It’s hard to think I’ve never done this before or planned it. But it’s honestly a really hard decision to make. Maybe it’s the way some people would react? Maybe it’s the distance?Maybe because we have different goals?Maybe the trust?Waiting patiently for a couple years?(3)
Maybe we should’ve talked abt it before getting the tickets.
We still regardless wanna see each other again no matter the outcome. We both agreed on.

If so it comes to an end. That would be the last time I see her. Walking her to TSA. Showing love one last time.


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