Hello everyone, so im looking to become more normal, since ive switched schools ive been trying to make friends and socializs only to be called retarded and "not ok in the head" multiple times a week, i think the average is around 2-3 times a week since that's around how much time i need to unfreeze myself and talk to people out of my initiative since i feel like my every move is being examined and awaited to be made fun of, i dont know what could be the cause of this, i dont know if its my appearance or the fact that im among the shortest in my class but no one commented on my height so i dont know, they did however comment on my looks multiple times in the past 2 months, 1 experience was when i had to sit with a girl for a class, she said "(rough translation) with this guy? hell no" and around 7-8 people around started laughing another incident was when someone asked me as a joke if i liked a girl, knowing they were joking and not wanting to go deep in shit i said that i had no feelings for her (which was true) but then she said "(translation) you are saying with that fucking face of yours?", also an online friend confirmed i look average, and im not fat so i dont know why im being so targeted.
My humor might be it but i was just mimicking their humor, i dont know why when they do it its ok but when i do it its not, for example something called "khaby lame mechanism", ive been mimicking it and people give me long looks and ask me if im ok, but when another dude did it people thought it was funny, also i don't know, maybe i just seem off, this is kinda immature to admit but i saw that "six seven" was considered mildly funny so I've been mimicking that too but people ask me again, are you retarded which i dont get since when they do it its "funny" but when i do it its off.
Thats about it, if i remember or gather more clues ill add them in a comment.