I am f 25 married to my husband m28, we got married in june(:
Things have been going very great, we had been together 2-3 years ish before getting married and living together so I would say we are pretty comfortable together.
Anyways, I’ve been finding that with time and having this title of being “serious” I’ve been falling more in love with him every day.
Every year he leaves for a hunting trip with his dad, and though this time I’ve been finding myself missing him more than usual, looking at baby stuff, imagining a life with a little version of us walking around. I don’t know that I’ve ever felt this way before. It’s like I don’t want any baby, I want a baby with him. I want to see what he looks like being a dad, imagining him playing with hypothetical baby, imagining his dad hearing the news, imagining telling my mom, just all sorts of butterflies around the fact.
Is this just hormones?? Or.. because I’ve never really had the desire for babies at all. I’ve always been unbiased about the topic like if it happens it happens. But recently… it’s been a very strong feeling of wanting this. Out of nowhere.
Then I feel like maybe I am rushing things, I am too young or immature, would I even be a good parent? Could I do this? Then I spiral on the topic.
Let me know your thoughts.