My husband and I have been married for 17 years (42&52). 14 years of them without sex. I cheated yesterday. I feel like I am on the verge of mental breakdown. I have been having panic attacks all day and even passed out a couple of times because I feel like I can’t breathe so my lips gets numb and the room starts spinning and I faint for a few minutes. I want to make a decision before my husband comes back from his work trip on Friday. I know that our marriage is over. He has always made it clear that cheating means divorce (My rule too). I don’t know if I should tell him or just end it and save him the pain. It will devastate him completely to know I cheated. Help me.
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