Throughout secondary school I (18F) was HEAVILY hung up on the fact that "nobody liked me because I was a weirdo". I know now that it was because I was constantly negative and turning it into a "me vs everyone else" situation. I was highly emotional and cried/was angry a lot, and to some extent I still am.
I just finished college this year – I made a nice group of friends there that I'm happy with.
Now they're all going off to uni, and I'm not sure of what I want. But the issue I want to talk about that I noticed especially in college up to now is that I don't have any interest in the friends I've made. Like it feels like a chore to talk to them and I hate that. Maybe it's just an introvert thing because it's definitely a problem on my end. It's a similar trend with the hobbies I have – I'll try to keep it up for a few days but I can't keep the habit.
If it's any correlation I'm also aroace and INFP-T, so no romantic/sexual interests either haha. Anyone know what this is and how to fix it?