Just for reference im a freshmen in high school, and im in lots of clubs and sports and stuff, so i do have lots of friends. Just not anyone im close with. No best friend. Not even a group I regularly sit with at lunch. (but I have started sitting with some people I like so that is subject to change). I feel like if I was sick and missed school for a week, no one would text to see if I was OK.
So just to clarify I know lots of people, I know pretty much everyone in my grade, im just not close with anyone, and im scared no one actually enjoys my company. Im scared no one would miss me if I left. I would just be a conversation topic. Like "oh I haven't seen ___ in a while, wonder where they are" I don't feel like im close enough with anyone to actually affect them if i left.
Anyways im just wondering on how to get close to people? I want a best friend, or some close friend who i hang out with regularly. And maybe a partner at some point but I feel like I should get some friends first. Uh thank you in advance I guess ❤️