19 F' and my bf is '18 M' we've been together for about a year now and ive been feeling off and on abt how im being treated or respected in the beginning of our relationship he made alot of racist jokes or asked for sex alot and when I say no he begs for it he has a high sex drive and I have a really low one at times it gets hard too handle him when hes pent up and im not in the mood and he'll try too make me be in the mood and it'll make me upset or disattatched from him at this point idk how too work with him abt this and the stuff with like giving me things like idk getting me food sometimes or like going on a nice date he is short on money and he has been for the time we've been together but its at a point we're I pay for everything for him and I really dont get anything in return or what he gives me will be less of value or seems like he didn't even try to get what I like overall I feel like something is missing in my relationship he is my first and I am not his he had hookups before and im his first real relationship what should I do?
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