Ok I'll try to make this as short as possible and easy to follow along with the situation.
Basically my ex and I had a 15 year relationship with Amaaaazzingggg sex. But around the 9 year mark, we started to argue, and from then on, we would break up and get back together, and do that again a bunch of times. There was a guy I met when I was working at a bar in my town, when my ex and I were on an "off" place in our relationship… and this guy I'd met, I'd get drunk, go home with him like 3 nights out of the week for a few months I'd say. We just got along really great and had a pretty good time I'd say. Like really good sex. But again, I was drunk and maybe on other substances. Anyways. Him and I have reconnected. But I'm scared. I'm not scared of having sex with him – but I feel like a virgin seriously like bc I don’t drink alcohol anymore or anything like that now. Like I don’t want to go to his place and have the most awkward sex ever. He's expecting like the good crazy amazing sex we had like in 2017. He does know that I haven't had sex in four years and that I'm nervous. But I'm just having anxiety about it.
This is what I really need to help with what I've described. There is this girl on Instagram who talks about "spicy cubes"… if you haven't heard of them, they're like these little gummy things that you take one of us and apparently it makes you in the mood. I guess it makes you super horny. Which I rarely get because I've been celibate for so long. And it also "gets the juices flowing for a woman" she says when she presents the "spicy cubes". But I looked up the spicy cube and I think the cube is actually spicy which I don't like at all because it says one of the ingredients is chili powder. Aside from that brand, does anyone know of any other like; gummies, vitamins, or whatever that I can take that will help put you in the mood and activate your woman ….juices lol . I need to find something that works. Because now that I don't drink, I'm just really
anxious about it. And would love to find something that makes me extremely horny so that when I'm with him and he starts wanting to have sex, i'll be into it and not being a weirdo bc of anxiety about it.