I’ will try to be the most shot possible, I just try to give all the context.
I meet my partner in other countrie is not ours.
And we are from different cultures and different countries too.
So far, our work visa expired, was the time to make a decision.
I move to his place in his country, change has too hard.
And it’s been a year, but our intimacy it’s just been worse and worse.
At the beginning I was just telling me it’s me the “problem” maybe my libido was more high than his, I don’t consider I have a hyper high one.
The problem was when I found out, he was masturbating himself everyday on the toilet watching P 🌽.
Personally I consume sum P🌽, but really sometimes…
I confront him, every time was worse and worse.
In one discussion he say he will stop because he just wanted we be good.
But he was just hiding “better”
I confront him again, I said I cannot do this no more.
I was feeling not atractive, I even feel ugly and I never in my life have this problem before.
You know normally if you go out with your couple for a restaurant or sum drink or anything you expect to have sum fun at home (I mean to have sex with your partner after a great day)
But it’s something that doesn’t happen between us.
I try everything, I start to have the initiative, but it just ends with me masturbating him, waiting maybe after he cum he will do smtg else, but no.
I ask him if he doesn’t feel attracted by me, or what, but he always says is he the problem
He is tired I bring the topic again but idk what else to doo.