Okay let me preface this with I have just gotten out of a long term relationship a few months ago. I understand that stumbling into another one so early is bad for both parties involved but I was to make clear that I didn’t mean for this to happen at all.
After splitting up with my ex I felt incredibly lonely and took to Reddit for some people to talk to. Me and a girl from a country across the globe got talking. One thing led to another and we would voice call nearly everyday and I started to really fall for her. It made me realise I was having feelings I hadn’t had in a long time feelings I hadn’t felt even from my previous relationship. Eventually we started flirting a little here and there and even had a pretty serious chat about where my head was at given I had recently came out of a relationship. We continued talking and we were getting pretty close.
After a month of talking the topic came up about visiting her. Something that she seemed to be into as well but no real plans were made. I’d bring it up here and there half joking and she would play along saying there’s a spot next to her with my name on it. Hell we even came up with ideas for dates if I did visit.
After a few more days back and forth she blocked me out of nowhere. Eventually I got in contact with her and I was told I am “too much”
She said she wasn’t actually into me visiting her and I was crazy for wanting to see her so soon after being in a long term relationship she then blocked me on everything else.
I think it’s totally over between us. But I do miss her so much right now. I feel like maybe she is right and I might have been too much but if I like someone I don’t half heart shit. If I like you I’ll tell you.