I had never done anything related to sex before this (I even posted here about me getting the courage to do it for the first time lol)
This isn't a complaint about my boyfriend, he was completely understanding with me. It's more about the sensation of penetration. I found it uncomfortable. At one point, I even asked him to stop for a bit because it felt weird. It wasn't related to lubrication or me being anxious, because he was doing foreplay, but I think the problem was the penetration itself. I didn't like it, it's as if something wasn't supposed to be there.
But I've always seen women speak highly of penetration, not necessarily orgasming from it, but enjoying the sensation. I don't want to try it again. Or, I don't know if I should go to the gynecologist (I've been before), but go again.