I (F20) love the thoughts and fantasies. The feeling of arousal and even masturbating feels much better and more exciting than anything.
But for SOME REASON when I have sex with a guy suddenly I don’t get that same feeling. Its like when they thrust I feel nothing or little- is there something wrong with me? I like rough and deep but most guys cannot achieve that and idk what to do or say to them. I hate that I have to masturbate to finish the job. It sucks so bad. Like- I want one of my fantasies to be a reality. They are not unrealistic (I don’t think)
I read that it could just be the man. From my experience most guys just like to go straight into the penetration and no for play or anything. Its so upsetting because I would like at least ONE good experience without feeling disappointed. But then again their could be something wrong with me.