34 m started talking with this girl we both been a month single she still lives with her ex and is looking just for fun I told her I couldn't confidently follow through with it. Her and her ex-girlfriend apparently have not been talking for the past month and she says she's moved on to someone else. I still invited about dinner if she wanted to get out of the house but I told her no expectations. Why is it so hard to find good ppl. When I'm in a relationship I don't even look at another woman hell maybe I should. Last girl I did it we were together for about 5 months saw some stuff on her Reddit that made me question her loyalty. Instead of trying to work through it you said the trust was broken and didn't want to fix it and said she had to find herself and protect her peace and was apologizing and saying I was a good man but didn't want to fix it. I guess I'm better off though right? Just when I was starting to fall in love with her and starting to let my guard down. I've since re-enrolled in therapy to work on my trust issues. I'm tired of this dating s***.
I think I might just actually follow my dream and sailboat and travel… I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong in relationships besides having trust and abandonment issues. I try to be the best partner I can supportive caring try my best to actively listen don't cheat. I literally just go to work go home and occasionally go out to the woods or play My guitar not much of a drinker don't really do drugs…