I recently gave up weed and I'm not going back to it, so I'd like perspective on the notion. So, the background info is that, my sensation was augmented.. like, waay augmented when I was high on weed, hard to explain or even understand, it's like I could sense colors or something, lol. Anyway. Since now I gave it up, it's back to normal land. And of course that land is still amazing and incredible, very, very pleasurable.
That's the end of the part where I know what I want to ask. Am I too greedy for wanting that ticket to the higher registers of the stratosphere? I mean.. I don't want or need anything else while I am sober and having sex.. but is there something that can enhance your experience that is not a mind-altering drug?
Maybe it would help to try to describe what I felt while was high on weed. I felt so focused on whatever I wanted, and my body felt..warm? It's not like I shiver when I'm not high, my windows are not broken..but, I don't know.. there seems to be no negative stimuli maybe? Background info is, I've been dealing with chronic pain for some year now. I don't know how relevant that is though. It's really hard to tell.
Ok, just in case, I gave it up for myself, so I don't need workarounds for a drug test or anything. I'd just prefer not to intoxicate myself, like, in general, in life.
Thoughts on this? Thank you, I appreciate it.