there’s something I’ve been wanting to try with my partner for a while now and I don’t even know why it’s so hard to say it out loud it’s not really about the act itself it’s more about how it makes me feel like completely open and vulnerable and kind of his in that moment
it’s weird because it’s not even something extreme but it makes me feel so submissive and connected at the same time like it’s about trust more than anything and that’s what turns me on the most I think
but every time I want to bring it up I just freeze I feel embarrassed like he’ll see me differently or think it’s too much but at the same time I can’t stop thinking about it because it feels like something that would make us even closer
does anyone else feel ashamed to ask for something they really want even when it’s just about trust and connection