I’ve split with my long term boyfriend (we were on/off again for the last 4-5 months) and want to jump back on the horse and live my life.
Issue I’m having is, I’ve met up with a fwb recently and it highlighted to me that I’m having extreme self conscious body issues. Having sex with my ex was great, they knew I had weight issues (I have a big apron belly and am working on losing that) and I felt somewhat comfortable being naked with them. Because they knew me, and my body.
Now meeting new people, I hide my rolls with my arms, I’m stressing about my belly fat, I don’t want to take my clothes off because of how I look. I don’t want to do certain positions. All I can think about it my belly fat roll. My last hookup kissed my stomach and said don’t worry, but it just made me feel like I wanted to shrivel into a ball of blub and disappear immediately. It makes me compare sexy times with my ex, which isn’t helping either to get/stay in the zone.