So I need some advice on this situation. My bf initiated a break and moved out with his parents about 8 weeks ago. He said he was feeling lost and needed to figure out if he wanted to be in this relationship or not. He just kind of left suddenly without talking to me much about it and it seemed so easy for him. I have been heartbroken about it while he has been suddenly posting a lot on social media, going on trips with friends and trying all kinds of new things. I feel like a fool for caring about him. From his actions, I don’t think he cares about me. I haven’t really stood up for myself and I feel like I have just let him walk all over me. I have seen him about 4 or 5 times since he left and we slept together. I feel bad for doing that, but I just gave in to him and I wish I hadn’t. I’m starting to feel like he gets off on the power that he has over me right now. We have been together for 8 years and he always told me how much he loved me and I thought we had a strong relationship. We have had rough times, but we always chose each other. I just don’t know what to do.
TL;DR
My boyfriend of 8 years asked for a break 8 weeks ago, moved in with his parents, and said he needed to figure out if he still wanted to be in the relationship. Since then, he’s been living it up while I’ve been heartbroken. We’ve seen each other a few times and slept together, which I regret. I’m starting to realize he is not treating me how I deserve and that I’ve been letting him walk all over me. I think I’m finally ready to be done, but it still hurts.