I (19M) and my gf (19F) we have been in a rls for 10 months and in long distance for the last 2 and as all my friend circle gets head one by one they talked about in and she read the chats and felt guilty about not giving me head and still dosent want to because she thinks its gross and as i have asked her dor this a lot of times she has always said no and i have also said that was the one thing i wanted to do and not jsut recive head but give to and she is not ready for anyonr and says i wont be ready for life and she feels guilty for not giving me head and says that i will start expecting this from some other girl and our rls will be ruined
I absolutely want head because what i have heard about it being so good i also want it she thinks i will go to some other girl for things as we are in long distance and i have also said that if i want something i will be asking you only not going places to get it
Edit: She feels guilty for not doing it and i have said to her that if you dont want to do it its totally fine
And she thinks i will go to someone else , and lose expectations from her