And I’m so over it. I’m so over feeling like I’m doing love wrong, that I pick the wrong people, etc.
I feel so excluded and my mind started circling again and honestly I don’t like this. I don’t crush often, but now was the time for it apparently.
I don’t want to feel the agony, the anger, the whatever really, because it didn’t work out yet again.
I know this sounds so pessimistic, but I can’t help it atm.