Long story short, i met a lovely woman last week. Shared a few laughs, made some music at that event and later on went to a friend his place to just chill for a bit. She had a few drinks, but nothing fancy. Yet she was pretty touchy feely. Not inappropriately, but things like touching my arm while laughing, making eye contact a lot. That stuff.
Anyway. We say goodbye and a few days later she asks me when i want to hang out again to work on some music stuff. That was yesterday.
The time FLEW by, she was supposed to hang out for about 2? Hours or so, that turned in to 6. And while she wasn't as touchy feely there still was a ton of eye contact and she laughed at all my stupid attempts at jokes. We bonded over our mutual interest in Disney, and our love of music.
Around the evening she tells me "i'm going home, going to eat and i'll catch you later" now here's the thing.. Not even 2 Minutes later she calls me "you know, instead of me just eating alone and watch a movie alone, i can also eat something with you and watch a movie with you, right? Unless you want to be alone" so here my heart starts racing, right? "Sure, let's do that!"
While we were watching the movie nothing happened, but… She also doesn't mind us sitting next to each other on the couch. Sounds weird, but you know…. It didn't feel "awkward" or anything.
Anyway, movie ends. We end the evening, i kiss her on the cheek and that's where my insecurities come around the corner. All of a sudden, the moment she left. My brain was like "what if she has a boyfriend" "what if she's like this with all her friends?" "what if she's just touchy feely because that's how she is?!"
Yet i'm absolutely comfortable with myself around her, my mask is off, my guard is down. That's rare for me.
So, i'm making myself crazy unfortunately.
Any advice on what you would think/do in a situation like this? Like.. Am i completely missing something, or?