I'm worried I made him uncomfy. I (26F) was drinking before this guy came over to hookup (I first met him awhile back, he's not a stranger) and I only had 3-4 shots but it got me pretty drunk when he was over (I hadn't drank in MONTHS). Well, long story short, I couldn't really go down on him because once I got into bed, I just wanted to lay my head down. I told him he could sleep over but he said "I have to sleep in my own bed" (Maybe asking him to sleep over was too intimate??). Anyways, a little while after this, he's on top of me (grinding, not having sex) and I ask him to (sorry, this will be tmi) to suck on my tits. Right after I said that, he got up and said he feels weird doing stuff with me because of how drunk I am. He decided to leave and it seemed like he was also bothered that I didn't go down on him properly too (I've had 1 other guy get upset with me in the past for not doing more with him while I was drunk).
While he was trying to leave, I hugged him a bunch of times (I think it was only a few but what if I'm not remembering correctly?) and apologized and I asked if he was mad. I also said a couple times, "some people have gotten upset with me" to kinda explain myself, but I think he was still probably like wtf.
I don't know if he'll hit me up again (I definitely dont want to initiate LOL). Did I make things weird? It's hard finding people to hookup with in my town and I just recently got comfy with doing more with him. I feel embarassed