Title given. I had one relationship since turning 30 but it didn’t last long, only 3 months. So, now I’m back to fully focusing on myself. I’d like the life partner. The marriage, the family. But I’ve never even had a spouse. Let alone my longest relationship being only a year and a half.
I know I’m still “young” or whatever. But it’s one of those things that just doesn’t seem in the cards for me. All of my contemporaries are married/settled down. So, idk what I did along the way to fumble so hard, but it just doesn’t seem like something the universe may have in store for me.
I guess I’m not “giving up”, but just accepting the reality of things. Sure maybe I’ll meet more ppl along the way, but for a girlfriend to eventually be a wife? Feels like a fever dream at this point lol I barely have experience and even if I would like a family down the road, I feel like I’m I’m way over my head. I haven’t even gotten to the 2 year mark with someone. What could make someone think I’m anywhere near husband material? lol
Well, I’m getting ready for a surgery on 9/26. Then I’ll recovering until 11/1. So I’ll be out of commission for anything for a while anyways 🙁