Look ik this is normal and all to be 18 and never been in a relationship or had a kiss or something, but for some reason it just feels different, maybe it’s just main character delusion kicking in but I just feel helpless.
I was just at my older cousins wedding and seeing them so happily in love and seeing my other cousins with their gfs/ bfs made me feel just kinda worthless, it’s like everyone in my family has found their person so easily, even my younger brother has had gfs in the past but me nothing, even at parties, or if im out in general it seems like no girls have interest in me.
I think im a relatively attractive guy im 6’3 also which seems like it would make it easier but still nothing. all my family and cousins also say im the funniest person they know but it seems like no girls even want to talk to me and get to know me. maybe its a self esteem issue and confidence thing but the dating world and love all seems useless and i feel like ill never find love.
Tl;Dr – My cousins and family members all have gfs/ bfs and make it seem so easy to find love/ a partner the one they love and I just feel helpless.
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