Kinda bummed, but not surprised. I can tell that he’s not completely happy with my weight and stuff, he makes light comments about what I eat sometimes, so I had a feeling he was gonna start looking again but man it sucks to have it confirmed.
Also I was previously in a bad relationship so now it’s a bit hard for me to feel comfortable forming connections with new people so maybe that has something to do with it and he can feel me being distant but I wish he would’ve talked to me abt it :/
He’s literally the one who brought up the fact that he “no longer needed the apps” and always says that he wants to be the only guy in my life yadayada, but clearly he’s just a liar or wants me to be loyal to him while he continues to talk to women.
In a way I can’t even blame him tho, I got a lot of work to do on myself mentally and I’m the person I wanna be yet. Guess it’s time to prepare myself for the whole “it’s not you it’s me” speech and then having to tell my family that the guy I’ve been talking about for months broke up w me. I love dating!!!