I dont like to drink or do drugs. Noise in general is just alot to me and well sitting and reading a fantasy novel would make me very happy. Although there is nothing wrong with this its not enough for them. I have seen truly bad people, people who riddled me with racial slurs. These people are not boring that commit violent acts and do drugs and this makes them interesting. Their confidence comes from a lack of foresight into the consequences of their actions. I always thought that being a horrible would surely inconvenience you in dating, apparently not. I see this so often that I have come to doubt who I am like if being me leads to me dying alone then maybe I don’t want to be me. I know people will see this post as pathetic but knowing that I am not the kind of person that will get experience romance and love and marriage and connection is disappointing. In this giant world surely not everyone can be a part of the dating world. That is who I am.