My ex loves me so much and wants me so badly. He wants to marry me.
I have already fallen out of love w him and no guy i have ever met after him treated me like he did or loved me as much. There’s things i didn’t like about him ofc – i felt he was really controlling but i didn’t mind too much cause i loved him a lot and was younger.
He told me today “all you care about is having fun w your friends” and it just made me sad because why don’t I want a relationship and why don’t I want one with him??
I feel so hurt that he’s hurting but he also has threatened to hurt himself cuz of me and i just have some resentment.
I feel like im going to regret not wanting to be with him once it’s too late.
I just wish i was still in love with him like he is with me.