So I really, really like one of my counsin's friends. She's sweet, incredibly pretty, has great friends who I've already met, has her life together, great with kids, etc. I 100% would've asked her out the last time I talked to her, which was at a party. But I'd just gotten laid off from my job (not my fault, the company laid off our whole department lol) and so I felt like it was a horrible time to start dating someone. I'm just really frustrated because I feel like I have a lot of good boyfriend qualities, I just wish I had my life together more financially, and I feel like I'm just not that attractive and she could do better than me :/