So in most of my friendships they start all good and more or less equal, but they almost always end up me feeling like I care about them and that I need them more than they need me, like they see me more as a burden and an annoying sibling that that they are obliged to be around. I get it that it's partially because I don't have many friends, so I feel like I need to do everything I can for us to remain friends. These friendships usually end up falling apart, mostly because of me, but I really want to stop that, any advice on how ?