Hi, so now I am learning at my school for the third year, and I have a weird problems with my relations with people in my class. It all started a year ago. My first year was pretty great, I got to know so many people and I had great relations with almost anyone from my class. In the middle of my second year I had an argument with a person from my class who was my friend at the time. Basically after a one year of our friendship I felt like he was dragging me down so I decided to 'let him go' (I still wanted to have a pretty neutral relationship with him, just didn't want to be close friends), the problem was that he really didn't want to let go so he started bullying me and basically trying to disturb me and make my life worse on every step. It ended on our parents talking with the headteacher at school and we didn't reconcile, because he didn't want to. After that he just stopped harassing me and till now we have a pretty neutral relation ( he just doesn't want to say hello to me but we don't have any more problems, I don't have any hate for him). After finding a way out of the situation I realized that I had started neglecting my friendships with other people from my class, and my days at school have been miserable since then because I don't have an idea how to get back those relationships. Now I just come to school and watch everyone laughing with each other, talking about life and going for walks on the patio while I just sit there. Of course I talk with some people but it's not the same as it has been the year before. I feel like I'm just not being myself but I don't know what happened. It's a fuckin weird feeling. I just feel like if I met a person from my school at the gym, or in any other place I could have a normal conversation with them, but at school I am just "blocked". I dont know how to start a conversation with anybody. It's worth adding that I am an introvert but I'm not antisocial. I take part in a few events in a year where I volunteer and have no problem talking to strangers. Two weeks ago I also met a new friend at the climbing gym and I have no problems talking about life and other things with people outside of my school. Sorry for this post being so long, I wanna know if anyone had similar experience, and how have you dealt with it. I'm open to any advice from you. It has been a great feeling to finally get it off my chest somewhere, I'm also thinking of going to a therapist