I have been described as shy and socially awkward as long as I can remember. Whenever I try to make friends or even just talk to people for longer than a few minutes i blank out. The only thing I can even think to say is I should say something so I just end up standing there probably looking like a creep and definitely feeling like one. I have planned out things to say around people i know i have things in common with and still nothing. Just end up in the back and eventually just leaving the situation because I have nothing to say and just feel left out.