he never makes me cum. when i ask him to touch me it’s always “i don’t feel like it” i always give him head and have sex with him. but i can’t even get touched ??? he only touches me when we’re about to have sex. what to do im tired of this . i’m mad as hell rn. idk if he even cares about my pleasure . so annoying. i can’t find anyone else because im a socially awkward and anxious idiot and i can’t talk to people so. i need help